Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Health Update Thursday(5/12)

It's bad guys.

Real bad.

I'm not even sure where to begin-As you can tell, I haven't been around lately. I haven't been blogging, or visiting and commenting anyone {much} or entering any giveaways {again, much}. It's working out to be every other day I'm literally in bed, sleeping and/or fighting off something. Not to be confused with the days I'm in bed but still able to do things like read, watch television, blog, and occasionally crawl out to the living room for awhile.

One day, it was the worst head pain where I couldn't move at all for fear of puking my guts out. It wasn't a headache per say, but the blinds had to be closed tight, the room had to be dark, and I had to be completely still!

Another day, it was the sleeping beauty fatigue where I couldn't move because I was Just. So. Exhausted.

Today, I woke up and sitting or standing were impossible feats because I'd get really light headed, see black, and almost pass out.

On top of everything else that's physically going on, the depression is tormenting me-For those of you who suffer from manic depression, or depression at all, you understand. For 3 days straight, I couldn't get out of bed because of it. I didn't even bother to open my curtains those days either.

I'm working on a protocol I was put on, I'm eating VERY well {better then my normal well, and ya'll know that's good}, and I started back with my energy work in an effort to aid in the healing process. I have been seeing improvements, especially with my energy work.

I'm convinced there is something going on right now whether it's planetary, or universal, or good vs. evil....SOMETHING is happening. I haven't been hit this hard, and this fast in....I can't even remember a time! Something is happening and I can feel it. I can't explain it yet, but I feel it.

Anyway, while I try to figure THAT out, I don't know when I'll be back. I don't know how long this is going to last, or what else I'm going to need to do to get better, or how I'm going to be feeling today, tomorrow, next week, etc. I'm just going to do the best I can, and if you see posts from me, I was feeling good that day and if you don't, well, unfortunately I wasn't.

Thanks for being patient with me, and of course thank you all for your continued support! I love you all :)

11 comments:

Crocheted Little Things said...

Kayla big Hugs! I wish there was more I could do :(

JamericanSpice said...

The most important thing is to take care of you. Blog will be here when you can.
I know it's an outlet.

I'm glad you are working on a protocol and it's helping.

*HUGS*
I'll keep you in prayers.

Michelle @Flying Giggles said...

Sweety, don't worry about the blog. Take care of yourself and take all the rest you can get, your body needs it. I hope you see better days real soon. I wish there is something I can do to help you, please let me know!

BEadECLECTIC said...

I'm so sorry to hear that you're not doing well! I miss your posts, but it's more important that you work on feeling better. I suffer from depression and know the feeling of not wanting to get out of bed all too well. Try to keep your readers in mind and know that WE want you out of bed and, more importantly, happy and healthy. :)

Dee said...

Hi Kayla,
I am so sorry to hear that you have not been feeling well these past few days. It breaks my heart when I read your posts on those weeks that really have you suffering. First and foremost...take care of yourself...we'll be here waiting and rooting for you. Second focus on the good in your life, your followers and family who care about you and hopefully that will help with your depression. I can't even begin to imagine what you're going through, but know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Charlene Canfield said...

Oh Kayla,
I am sorry you are not doing well. You know I understand about depression. The physical pain doesn't help that either. I wish there could be a cure for LD. I pray that you will feel better soon. Let me know if there is anything I can do from this end!
Remember you are in my prayers and just take it easy. Don't worry about your readers..We will be here and will be happy to hear from you! Take care of yourself!

Hugs,
Charlene

BluKatDesign handmade artisan jewelry said...

Kayla, I hope you feel better soon!

Xmas Dolly said...

I just got to my e-mail due to being busy, sick, and a blogger shut down. BUT NOW YOU LISTEN TO ME YOUNG LADY! YOU CUT THIS SICKY BUSINESS OUT RIGHT NOW OR YOU'RE GROUNDED! I DEFINITELY... DEPRESSION??? Good Lord Young Lady Depression shouldn't even be in your vocabulary! You're young and beautiful and very much loved by soooooooo many!!! I'm one of them! So you stop that crap right now! PRAYER HAS WORKED MIRACLES AND WILL KEEP ON WORKING MIRACLES! I'll pray extra hard for you tonight love that you get back on your feet, and start bloggins, and entering give-aways! I have one that ends tomorrow that has next to nothing in entries. You get a photo of you with Santa or the tooth fairy or the Easter Bunny and I forget who the other one is. Wouldn't that be a hoot!??? So hurry over!!! And hurry and get better! Luv ya Lots, Cyber Mommy

Dee said...

Hi Kayla,
when you're feeling better, stop by and read my post from May 16th..You won a little something special :)

Matty said...

I'm sorry Kayla. Of course nothing I say is going to help your physical condition, but I'm thinking of you. Smile.

notsingularlydefined said...

I am so sorry to read that you are going through so much. I sure hope you get to feeling better soon. Great big hugs and positive thoughts being sent your way.