Monday, November 2, 2009

10 Parts Fear and 90 Parts Welcoming

The funny thing about this quote is it sums up my feelings about the past few days completely-I mean it's almost like someone or something cosmic slapping me in the face and confirmed what I've been going over and over again in my head; "Should I, Shouldn't I, Should I, Shouldn't I...'

Coming upon this at one of my favorite blogs (Just Jules) helped me come to terms with the fact that I really wouldn't be giving up like I feared continuously in my head-It's just healthier for me to move on with my life at this point.

By no means to I harbor ill will toward these people. I may be a little sore at them about certain events and said words, but ultimately I wish them nothing but the best in life. I just can't handle all the drama and the crap anymore; If you all know me, because of my Lyme, any sort of stress or emotional response causes me physical and emotional pain-Sometimes it's not too bad, and sometimes it's extremely severe.

I've come to that fork in the road some people fear and others welcome. Me? I'm 10 parts fearful and 90 parts welcoming.

It's time to move on.


rachaelgking said...

I think that's a good ratio, personally. ;-)

kailani said...

I think it's healthy to know when to let go of the things/people that are bringing you down. Good for you!

Kathleen W. said...

Although it will be difficult at first to let go of these people, in the long run you'll be so glad you did. Good luck!

Anonymous said...

Sounds like you are taking care of you and that is exactly what needs to happen!

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stephen said...

Life is a journey. I ever felt it too. But what to do? You take it as a valuable lesson and it is nice to think it back again though.

Anyway, thanks for the dropping by in my blog.